I've been having a bad week this week.  I am going to chalk it up to hormones of the monthly variety. Sorry all you guys out there but sometimes it has to be said.  Work has been scares this week too and it doesn't help when I am looking over the bills and what is in the bank trying to make the two get along.  I have decided to look for another job.  This job has been my dream job, it is what I have always wanted to do, unfortunately, there is little work for me at this time.  I have 2 prospects in the medical field I am going to pursue and if they don't work out, there is a bookstore with 2 locations near me that is hiring.

     Hubby says, why get a retail job that may only pay you $8 an hour.  I told him a steady 8bucks an hour is better than $19/hr and I never work.  Besides, Mom and I have been talking about opening our own used bookstore.  In the town where I live, there are no bookshops.  Well, there are 2, one is Wally World with a crappy small selection and the other is on the top floor of a coffee/healthfood/yoga/etc store.  There are a few really good shop possibilities here in town.  I have been doing a lot of research on it and making some decisions about names, layouts and getting a lot of information from people that have been there/done that.  It is not something that is going to happen in the next 6months or year, but I figure if I do my research and take notes, when we are ready we will be really ready.

     I will be going over my resume and making changes once again and send them out to these 2 prospects.  Having my fingers crossed something good comes of these.  I know what I don't want to do and that is going back to the nursing home to work.  It is too depressing for me, there are too many people that don't care about what they are doing and who they are doing it for.  It just upsets me to work there.  I know there are many people working there that do care but they burn out so quickly and leave or just give up and join the masses.  If one of these prospects turn out good then I may be able to keep my "night" job as well, we will see.